I am nothing

I was nothing, and I will return to nothing,

that I can see and feel a substantial self, is only

temporary,

which cult is next -- which cult of immortality --

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pleasure and pain are two sides of the same empty coin

About to start rewatching this film, K introduced me (and T) to it many years ago, but I've rewatched it with K before, turns out I own a digital copy ( Read more... )

why are these natural nerve endings of your body not enough? why pursue substances that increase your enjoyment?

all I can say is that if you manage it right, it feels good,

and I'm constantly balancing feeling good vs. my responsibilities

while the rest of reality is as fucked up, as (she) always, (don't)

is a core skill

one of the most important realizations of the training is that "pleasure" is one of my top five core values

earth is the pleasure planet, folks ( Read more... )

Bug:
having a Peak Bug night

K:
How so?

Bug:
finally so relaxed

K:
That should be “normal bug night”

Bug:
seed planted

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oo4Sqt2Bmag

Mad Decent's Zebra Katz melds vogue into rap accompanied by Njena Reddd Foxxx in a one-off 2012 track recorded by the best friends and then immortalized with a desaturated video directed by Ruben XYZ.

Ima read that bitch ( Read more... )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oo4Sqt2Bmag

long ago I was asked, sort of ordered, to write an essay about this video, so, tomorrow I will

seeds were planted

or thinks like this ( Read more... )

responsibility vs. pleasure?